Sunday, January 31, 2010
Your epic failure
So...I handed you my feelings. I had finally decided that I was through holding them in. I exorcised all of it and out came this luminous orb. I gave you this beautiful marble sphere and you let it fall and break and out poured all those messy, wet, sopping feelings that when compressed made something so marvelous. Oh, but not before devaluing it and getting your fingerprints all over it. You absolutely had to do that, didn't you? I guess you really are just too indecisive and...maybe a little incompetent? Hmm...it's no real loss...at least I've realized that I never want to be like you.
I really did admire you for a while there. Although...I'm very glad to have realized that it wasn't worth it. You...you don't mean anything to me anymore. You're just dust in the wind. However, I know...I can't be upset about things I can't control. I'm not. I guess this is my little rant...my little tirade! If you could even call it that. I'm really not upset though. I'm positively filled with positive thoughts and happy energy. For you, my dear, I wish nothing but the best. I couldn't possibly be more sincere than I am as I write this.
And so...through all you're inconsideration I've learned that I am a far more resilient person than I had once believed. I didn't go out and act recklessly. I just had fun. Well, I suppose I must be honest...seeing you last night was a bit of a shock. I could just attribute it to being really really drunk. Which probably was exactly why I was a little disoriented and messed up. But...I'm sorry for making you feel overloaded (that's not true, I'm not at all...I don't know why I typed that). It was all very cathartic and self-serving, I suppose. I had to claim this relief for myself...and I did! I'm absolutely fine now...and that little ball you broke....you'll never see it again. But man...I put it back together and it's even more impressive now. Also...it's really quite....impervious.
Thanks though! You taught me perhaps one of the most valuable lessons anyone can ever learn. And for this I'm eternally grateful.
So long... :)
I really did admire you for a while there. Although...I'm very glad to have realized that it wasn't worth it. You...you don't mean anything to me anymore. You're just dust in the wind. However, I know...I can't be upset about things I can't control. I'm not. I guess this is my little rant...my little tirade! If you could even call it that. I'm really not upset though. I'm positively filled with positive thoughts and happy energy. For you, my dear, I wish nothing but the best. I couldn't possibly be more sincere than I am as I write this.
And so...through all you're inconsideration I've learned that I am a far more resilient person than I had once believed. I didn't go out and act recklessly. I just had fun. Well, I suppose I must be honest...seeing you last night was a bit of a shock. I could just attribute it to being really really drunk. Which probably was exactly why I was a little disoriented and messed up. But...I'm sorry for making you feel overloaded (that's not true, I'm not at all...I don't know why I typed that). It was all very cathartic and self-serving, I suppose. I had to claim this relief for myself...and I did! I'm absolutely fine now...and that little ball you broke....you'll never see it again. But man...I put it back together and it's even more impressive now. Also...it's really quite....impervious.
Thanks though! You taught me perhaps one of the most valuable lessons anyone can ever learn. And for this I'm eternally grateful.
So long... :)
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