A new trend

Wow, it's spreading like wildfire. It seems as though everyone cares. I find that to be quite improbable. It's turning it into something stupid and meaningless.
How can you feel bad for another you don't know? Much less report on it? It's stupid, there's no point. Anything you have to say has probably already been said, and probably in a manner that is much less trite or cloying. God, what a bother.
I can't believe it, somewhere around 15 status updates that appear mention it. How much they cared and whatnot. RIP splashed across the page as though it means something from so many individuals. Hmm, well....I suppose I can't think of a more intimate way to express one's mourning than over facebook. BRAVO! It's scathing.

Not like it's a bad thing

So I was unable to resist the temptation
I bit from the apple and...
I wouldn't say I was cast out of the Garden of Eden
More like suspended.
The taste of the fruit brought back memories even sweeter
Nostalgia that appealed to all five senses
Breathing and beating, synchronizing.
Proof of resilience!
Those few hours of freedom
How precious
Not to be bound by rules or morals
Ties nor obligations
There was nothing wrong with it
It felt perfect
It was however, illusory
And illusions are by their nature sweet.
However right it felt to be on the other side of the wall
I know I belong in that garden
that wretched garden where the self-righteous preside.
Hypocrites.
Why?
It was though, so perfect...like your poem.
I can't feel your hand on mine because it is mine.

YAY

A Boy has a right to dream. There are endless possibilities stretched out before him
Whatever happens from now on, you stand firm and face your destiny without fear. But with courage
No one is going to give you a map, you have to walk your own path.
Believe in yourself and create your own destiny. Don't fear failure

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gP-ugoF-www&feature=channel_page

Oh nostalgia! I'm so happy I found this. Took me BACK!

Power

Whether or not I'm alone...tonight. I will seduce everyone there.

Consumed

I absolutely loathe you.

- Roach.

Inspired

For a while now...I've been lacking ambition and drive. I haven't felt any urgency or need to do anything. The only thing I've been concerned with is my body. My weight, endurance, and overall performance. I've been running four miles pretty much everyday this last week. Through this I generate happiness and energy and at the end of it I realize that I could probably go another four miles.

Life is all about perspective. This is about the only fact I know that is useful when I'm going through things. Altering outlooks and mindsets makes all the difference on a bad day. Looking for the positive in one's life enriches them and makes them realize that the bad isn't that bad. I sometimes wish I were a better person but then I realize that I'm just grateful to be a person. In my world, there seems to be so much debauchery, unhappiness, and self-destructiveness and these are not people. They are opportunists. They mask themselves and are so used to locking up their hearts in safes that they no longer have access to it.

Fraudulent, and honestly...only after one thing. All they want is to use you and take advantage of whatever you've got to offer. Envy drives them and malice controls them. I don't want to be like this (them). I'm not...anymore. I need to put behind me any hang-ups I've got and move forward. I want to be something. I want to help people. I want a lot of things.

No more negativity.

I have it...I know it. I just need to tap into it and make the best use of it. :)

Nothing else to say other than...

I'm the epitome of worthless.

- Thanks for listening folks. Everyone under the sun has rejected me. Huh...I wonder what I'll do next?