Sunday, November 23, 2008

How much of your own shit are you willing to buy in to?

I hate myself for what I have done. Why? It was so unnecessary, Jesus Christ! I swear to God I'm a good person, I don't know why I have to constantly fight myself on this. Why is it I always feel like shit about myself? What's causing me to feel like such an awful person? What were my motives for doing what I did on Saturday? It was so stupid. I don't even like him, I just it kind of scares me that I can fake it though. Where's my fucking validation?

- To sum it all up...I just feel like I'm really a bad person. Someone who's inauthentic, and someone who sucks at life.

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